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Saturday, August 8, 2015

I just can't......

"Why u can't laugh and smile, same like u be with your friends?"

"Why u can't done joking and sulk same like u did with your friends?"

"Why your heart so cold and hard for me to touch it?"

My answers just - "I can't. My heart doesn't allow it".

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"I know your past but its remain a past"
"Till when you wanna stuck up like this"
"Not all mens in this world same"

My answer just - " I can't . My heart still doesn't allow it".

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"I'll promise you to keep care you till forever. I promise yang I tak akan pernah ingatkan you about your past love. And I will never left you behind. I janji"

And my answer just-

I can't , coz my SELF doesn't allow it.

Don't promise me something that you will never know and yet can't sure it will be just a words of promise or you really mean it.

Yes, kita manusia tak akan pernah tahu màsa hadapan. Dulu aku pernah pegang frasa "Kenapa Allah rahsiakan màsa depan? sebab Allah nak kita berusaha"

But because of that words I learned yang
Manusia juga akan sewenangnya menyerah dan lupa setiap janji.

Maybe you will never know,

aku pernah dijanjikan bintang setinggi Langit dan aku terbuai.
Aku pernah diangankan permata sedalam lautan dan aku terangau.

Tapi dengan hanya satu cubitan aku tersedar. Rupanya aku cuma bermimpi, dan masa tu aku sudah jauh terbang tanpa tali rupanya. Dan jatuh. Bukan luka bukan calar, tapi aku lumpuh.

Makanya kalau kau rasa aku akan terbuai dan terangau lagi. Maka kau salah.

Yang aku percaya JODOH itu adalah apabila dalam hati akan mula rasa senang dan nyaman walaupun tanpa 1 janji yang dilafazkan.

Dan itu,
Aku masih belum rasa.

And why I just can't laugh, smile, joke and sulk same like when I be with my friends.

Because - I just can't
And
Because - I'm a woman and you are the man.

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Kak nozi pernah cakap :

"Eqa, kalau jodoh kau sampai, kalau boleh laki kau tu jgn la lelaki yg suka berjanji sebelum kawin dik, lepas kawin lain.. Lelaki totally lain. Kau dengar la ckap akak".

And my heart said : " I know it Kak, I really know it".

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